Do you even realize the sorrow that I have inside?
Everyday of my life.
Do you know the way it feels when all you have just dies?
I try and try to deny that I need you but still you remain on my mind!
5:54 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
I want a Cockapoo!!!!!!!!
I want a Ragdoll!!! Labels: animals
5:33 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
I'm finally back in Singapore :( Feeling slightly sad because I like HK now and also, coming back means school's starting soon. Alot of things happened in HK!
We had to take the next flight to HK because somehow the tickets got overbooked. I didn't mind too much because they gave us $225 (US) in gift vouchers and some more in cash! I got a speaker and my mom a new camera.
If you go to HK you must try the french toast available during noon! It's so yummy. My sis and I were in search of the perfect "Sai Doh See" so we ate french toast almost every day. But we didn't find the perfect one, they were either too oily, sweet or no peanut butter. The egg boiled in tea leaves is also delicious. Or maybe I was just starving when I tried it but it tasted SO GOOD.
I remember on one evening, around 9pm, my whole family were walking back to my grandparents' house after a long day. It was already dark. Then we saw some teenagers smoking and kicking somebody lying on the ground in a playground. My mom saw it the clearest and she said that the whole group was jumping on the person's chest and strangling him. The person was yelling "enough enough" in cantonese but they weren't stopping. So my mom shouted really loudly that she would call the police. We all quickly walked inside the building and my mom told the security guard and they went to deal with it. It was really scary! I am so proud of my mom :)
I went to Ocean Park with Charis and Cheryl Yip.It was fun, especially the magic hall of mirrors, the mine train, and this thingy which i don't know how to describe. Charis dropped her cell phone on the bus.
I lost my cell phone too! I am sure I brought it to HK but I didn't use it at all and now I can't find it. D:
8:04 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
This is the only song i like from MC after 1997 :)So far. Can you tell the difference between her voice in here and the other videos I post up of her? I can... D: Her old voice was much better. Not that she isn't good anymore. I think she's still GREAT but nothing compared to her 1990/1/2/3/4/5/6 voice.
Anyway, I'm off to Hong Kong for 2 weeks! I'm gonna become a Vegetarian for 2 weeks too :) If it's possible, which I think it's not because there's too many GOOD YUMMY DELICIOUS food to be eaten.
Ciao.
Labels: hong kong, mariah carey
10:19 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
I don't care about the previous post anymore.. Hehe, actually I do. but.. that's not something to get so depressed abt, i guess.
11:54 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
my self esteem is down in the dumps right now :(
I feel fat and pimply and flabby and short and stupid :(
I weigh more than my dad.
Labels: depressed
11:36 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
There's some debate regarding whether this is Mariah Carey singing it. This was from her demo tape way back in 1986 before she was famous! She was only 16 when she sang this :0
I think the whole song was sung her. The speaking is definitely her.
Alethea Chong and Teng came to my house on Dec 1 :) We made DELICIOUS cheesecakes, that were very successful and chocolate molten cake that weren't. Then we played badminton for almost 2 hours. Afterwards, we surfed youtube and listened to music and I showed Alethea Teng Mariah Carey's famous whistle :D Haha, then she tried to whistle (and failed) >< haha
Labels: fun
1:05 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
Hey! I have been going to Trinity Christian Centre for a few months now and I really enjoy the services there :) I enjoy the vibrant worship and the sermons as well! I want to become closer to God- who is great and awesome.
I was surfing Youtube and I found this:
I think she's really good! She's covering Whitney's Houston's "The Greatest Love of All" here. Hehe, but I just don't agree that it's the greatest love of all, but the song is nice.
4:11 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
Hey! I haven't been going online so much these few days. That's because we have a lot of tests :( I have 3 test tomorrow, emath, amath and ss. I hope it's easy! Bye
Labels: test
11:16 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
Diploma in Veterinary Bioscience (N90) - New!
ooo.
Labels: vet
8:51 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
You and me in a cloud of reverie
Spin around inside my head unendingly
Thoughts run wild as I sit and rhapsodize
Pretty pictures of what I'd do if you were mine
Labels: mariah carey
3:55 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
hey! I guess I am ok with my results. I improved for everything but still quite bad for some subjects X(
I am really happy for bio!!!! Yay, I studied really hard for it! I spent too much time for it so I would have been really mad/sad if I didn't do well. I got 87.5%
I still got C5 for chem :( But improved a bit. Now it's just 0.9 marks to a B.
I improved a lot for physics! :D :D :D I got c6 for mye now I got b4 :D Actually it's still quite bad but watever :D
Er I didnt do well for literature :( I got 17/25 for one and 14/25 for the other. Sad... it's a b4, but at least i didnt fail unseen.
YAYAY EXAMS ARE REALLY OVER BECAUSE NOW I KNOW MY RESULTS><
SAD headstart starts tomorrow :(
I pray that I won't have to go for study camps! But if I have to, I won't mind too much for chem and physics.
1:55 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
Unisoy Soyamilk powder tastes really good! My mom got it one day and at first, I didn't think it tasted that nice. I don't especially like soyamilk. But after a while, it GREW on me! Now it tastes sweet and creamy :) You should try. You can get it at fairprice. Get the green one not the orange one.
Blueberry Morning is yummy too! They have other flavours like banana but blueberry is the nicest.
Special K Fruit and Yogurt is nice too. My sis likes it a lot. I think it's ok.
Hehe, I am so nice! Make sure you introduce yummy food to me too!
Labels: food
1:51 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
I didn't go to school today.
CHICKEN!
11:23 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
My arm is shaking involuntarily from BADMINTON.
Haha, I am really out of shape!
I guess I'll just go to school tomorrow for the post exam activity because Clara went today by herself too so I guess I'll just do it as well.
But she said that it was really boring!
My mouth kept on shaking during the recess concert. Stupid mouth >:(
We'll be getting back our exams soon! YAY :D
I can't wait! Not because I think I'll do well.
Butty was ripping out her chest hair today :(
I wonder what's wrong. She did it a few times before.
7:36 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
nooooo.
I am all alone on thursday! Nobody is in digital graphic design.
I don't want to go :(
Argh, but I alrdy paid my $12.
Ohwell.
Labels: post exam
5:31 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
Exams are over and now I'm SO BORED!!! I feel useless, sitting around at home. There's nothing to do at all. The internet isn't interesting either.
Heh, i know it's crazy but i feel like i had more fun during the exams because i had something to do and wasn't sitting down all the time like a lazy bum.
I don't want to go for post exam activities!!! I signed up for the same stuff as clara but didn't get into any of the same things! I don't want to be a loner... again. I don't know who else is in the same activity. Hopefully a nice classmate/person that I know!
Labels: post exam
4:25 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
Back from sleepover at Clara's!
Fun!
After exams ended, Jie Shi, Shasha, Anita, Janice, Clara, Elza, and me went to Pasir Ris to cycle! It was super nice because there was NOBODY there! Janice and Jie Shi didn't know how to cycle but the rest did. I hope they learn soon! It was really beautiful there too.
Then we went iceskating.
blah blah blah,
Fung
Slept over.
Ahaha, i am too lazy to write about the VERY FUN STUFF THAT HAPPENED>
Photos on Fb.
3:16 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
I'M ALIVE o.O
Listening to remixes of nice songs!
Heh :D Exams aren't over yet but I feel like they are! Just Amath left!
THEN I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
ok.
Bye
3:02 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the
shadow of death [exams]; I will fear no evil [I WON'T WORRY!]: for thou
art with me [Thank You, Lord] ; thy rod and thy staff they
comfort me [You will bring me through this journey.].
shadow of death [exams]; I will fear no evil [I WON'T WORRY!]: for thou
art with me [Thank You, Lord] ; thy rod and thy staff they
comfort me [You will bring me through this journey.].
Labels: exams
5:31 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun